by Jane Mai
adapted from the novel by Sheridan Le Fanu
1872, adapted 2015, reprinted 2024
Jane Mai's Soft is a graphic novel adaptation of Sheridan Le Fanu's Carmilla, set in Hong Kong in the 1990s. Carmilla was one of the early vampire stories, and maybe the first to feature a lesbian vampire. Mai first published Soft as a zine in 2014; the edition I read is an expanded reprint from a decade later. Whatever Mai added is integrated seamlessly, I really can't imagine what wasn't in the first version. Mai's art is pencil on graph paper, and it's been riso printed in purple. The negative space is mostly white, but some of the graph lines remain faintly visible, in a way that seems intentional and contributes to an overall effect that the comic might've been drawn by its narrator, 15 year-old Laura.
Laura lives in an apartment with her dad, who runs a popular Chinese restaurant. She likes riding her bike and phys ed class, but also making precise architectural drawings of the apartment and her bedroom. She's close friends with her classmate June. She's only barely a teen, still practically a kid. Lara is also secretly a lesbian, and ashamed of herself for it.
One night, Laura crashes her bike after nearly hitting a black cat with fascinating eyes. When Laura tries to look for the cat, she meets a girl her own age instead - Carmilla. Lara and Carmilla quickly become close friends, then lovers. Carmilla is the perfect girlfriend, able to sneak in Lara's bedroom window at night despite the height of the building, always gone before sunrise, never getting caught by Laura's dad.
Laura starts off naive, but she let's us know that she quickly comes to understand what's going on. She and Carmilla never speak of it, but she's aware. She knows what will eventually happen if they keep dating, what eventually happens to every girl Carmilla likes. Laura wants us to know - she's choosing this.
The news reports that other girls Laura's age around the city have started turning up dead mysteriously. Her dad wants her to stay home and stop riding her bike, for safety, and Laura is happy to stay in her room, with Carmilla. We can track a change in Laura by her reaction to each new death. At first she's horrified and sad, but she's being degraded her relationship with a vampire. We see her grow indifferent, even contemptuous of the victims.
Laura becomes withdrawn at school, distant from June. Her attention and focus are on Carmilla. She's tired from staying up late every night, pale from blood loss. She becomes surly, misses class, keeps needing to see the school nurse.
A lot of the Soft is drawn in a relatively simplified style, but in places, Mai gives us a large panel with more realism, more detail and shading. There's a scene in the nurse's office where the nurse asks Lara if her boyfriend is hurting her. Up until now, we've seen her look 'tired' with cartoon squinty eyes and a single line frown. But then we get a realistic close-up, seeing Laura as the nurse might, with dark circles under her eyes, bruises and bandages on her neck, blood spots on her blouse. It's like the vaseline has been wiped off the lens, like the difference between remembering what someone looks like and suddenly seeing them in person. It's like studiously ignoring something right in front of you, and then being forced to pay attention to it.
The moment of realization comes later for Laura than for the audience. She's confronted by how much she's changed when her estranged friend June is injured after being attacked by a black cat with fascinating eyes. Visiting June in the hospital, Laura remembers what she used to be like before Carmilla, and decides she can't continue on as she has been...
Mai's comic is surprisingly moving, and I think a large part of its success is how well both the text and the art match the voice of a teen girl. It's easy to see why Laura is attracted to mysterious, sophisticated Carmilla, and painful but believable to watch how their relationship not only hurts her, but transforms her. Carmilla's vampirism is literal within the story, but it's also an effective metaphor for the way a bad relationship can drain the life out of you.
Jane Mai's Soft is a graphic novel adaptation of Sheridan Le Fanu's Carmilla, set in Hong Kong in the 1990s. Carmilla was one of the early vampire stories, and maybe the first to feature a lesbian vampire. Mai first published Soft as a zine in 2014; the edition I read is an expanded reprint from a decade later. Whatever Mai added is integrated seamlessly, I really can't imagine what wasn't in the first version. Mai's art is pencil on graph paper, and it's been riso printed in purple. The negative space is mostly white, but some of the graph lines remain faintly visible, in a way that seems intentional and contributes to an overall effect that the comic might've been drawn by its narrator, 15 year-old Laura.
Laura lives in an apartment with her dad, who runs a popular Chinese restaurant. She likes riding her bike and phys ed class, but also making precise architectural drawings of the apartment and her bedroom. She's close friends with her classmate June. She's only barely a teen, still practically a kid. Lara is also secretly a lesbian, and ashamed of herself for it.
One night, Laura crashes her bike after nearly hitting a black cat with fascinating eyes. When Laura tries to look for the cat, she meets a girl her own age instead - Carmilla. Lara and Carmilla quickly become close friends, then lovers. Carmilla is the perfect girlfriend, able to sneak in Lara's bedroom window at night despite the height of the building, always gone before sunrise, never getting caught by Laura's dad.
Laura starts off naive, but she let's us know that she quickly comes to understand what's going on. She and Carmilla never speak of it, but she's aware. She knows what will eventually happen if they keep dating, what eventually happens to every girl Carmilla likes. Laura wants us to know - she's choosing this.
The news reports that other girls Laura's age around the city have started turning up dead mysteriously. Her dad wants her to stay home and stop riding her bike, for safety, and Laura is happy to stay in her room, with Carmilla. We can track a change in Laura by her reaction to each new death. At first she's horrified and sad, but she's being degraded her relationship with a vampire. We see her grow indifferent, even contemptuous of the victims.
Laura becomes withdrawn at school, distant from June. Her attention and focus are on Carmilla. She's tired from staying up late every night, pale from blood loss. She becomes surly, misses class, keeps needing to see the school nurse.
A lot of the Soft is drawn in a relatively simplified style, but in places, Mai gives us a large panel with more realism, more detail and shading. There's a scene in the nurse's office where the nurse asks Lara if her boyfriend is hurting her. Up until now, we've seen her look 'tired' with cartoon squinty eyes and a single line frown. But then we get a realistic close-up, seeing Laura as the nurse might, with dark circles under her eyes, bruises and bandages on her neck, blood spots on her blouse. It's like the vaseline has been wiped off the lens, like the difference between remembering what someone looks like and suddenly seeing them in person. It's like studiously ignoring something right in front of you, and then being forced to pay attention to it.
The moment of realization comes later for Laura than for the audience. She's confronted by how much she's changed when her estranged friend June is injured after being attacked by a black cat with fascinating eyes. Visiting June in the hospital, Laura remembers what she used to be like before Carmilla, and decides she can't continue on as she has been...
Mai's comic is surprisingly moving, and I think a large part of its success is how well both the text and the art match the voice of a teen girl. It's easy to see why Laura is attracted to mysterious, sophisticated Carmilla, and painful but believable to watch how their relationship not only hurts her, but transforms her. Carmilla's vampirism is literal within the story, but it's also an effective metaphor for the way a bad relationship can drain the life out of you.






